Duplicitous Lessons of Love

I love you LORD. I fall short constantly. Like Paul, I find myself doing the things that I'd rather not do while not doing the things that I should do... Its duplicitous to think that your love (God) would let me fall when everything about you speaks life to my inner and outer being.  I give you my pain for your joy, my disobedience for your grace. my life for your salvation. Let me not LIVE double-mind any longer but be transparent and grateful in all circumstances.

Lord help me to stay focused on the primary goal which is to make much of you and to make disciples so that I do not waste my life on selfish entitlements that lack gratitude for where you've brought me from, where you are taking us to and being a servant and help to the body for us to see you more clearly.